✿he make me sick✿

last few days
dear told me that he will come to Kampar to celebrate bday wif me
he said,is my bday,how can him let me alone and pass the bday?!
must accompany me and celebrate

once i heard this
my heart melt into the air
sweet~just like the chocolate melting in my mouth~

but...last night
he called
and told me, he maybe cant come ad
he give me some reasons..

i dont know how to accept and response to it
i angry to myself!!
why am i so small gas...!!
i talked loudly to him
take the prompt and cold action
~end the call~

in my head
3 words keep flow here and there
~i hate u~

somehow
2day when i woke up
i ad 4got the thgs that i angry of

but,i still hope that he will come
pls~
1 yr only got 1 time
pls~dear~